February 2, 2010
February 1, 2010
Last Leap Of Faith (Day 180)
It’s hard not to think back to day one, sitting in the airport lobby, wondering if I could really do it alone. If I’d spent my entire savings on the right thing. (That would be a resounding YES.)
January 29, 2010
January 26, 2010
Baptism By Salt
January 24, 2010
January 19, 2010
January 18, 2010
January 17, 2010
Namaste (Goodbye India!)
January 15, 2010
January 14, 2010
Here and Now
Four weeks and one odd curry-filled Christmas later, I find myself in the heart of madness: Varanasi. They call it the holiest city in India. I call it the fece-ist city in India. It's the type of place that even the savviest world traveler can feel lost and humbled to.
The city hugs the spiritual Ganges river. A place where you see dead bodies burning and people bathing just 75 meters away from each other. The place has a soul of it's own - betelnut spit stains the street a blood red, you break your cup of chai on the pavement after you finish drinking it. It’s cold and loud and pushy and vibrant. But the sights and sounds make you feel present, it reminds you that you are here and it is now.
And because of this you feel grateful, especially to Ganesha - the destroyer of obstacles, for letting you see and feel the beauty past the constant chaos.
January 12, 2010
Baptism By Ganesha
January 10, 2010
January 3, 2010
Quote: Amma's Love
December 27, 2009
December 23, 2009
December 20, 2009
Don't Forget To Breathe
December 18, 2009
December 15, 2009
Quote: There is a Thread ...
December 12, 2009
December 11, 2009
December 10, 2009
Asante Sana (Goodbye Africa!)
December 5, 2009
December 4, 2009
Baptism By Heartstrings
No need for an alarm clock, I wake up to the mosque’s call to prayer “Allah, Hayalahhh” followed by dogs howling, followed by a rooster crowing. It’s 5:00AM - Welcome to Arusha, Tanzania.
Arusha is gritty and defiant and she doesn’t give a damn if you catch her picking her nose. That’s right, sister. The town pulses with a sort of primal sass. And no matter how much you try to act like a local, you cannot and will not fit in, regardless of color. I hear 'Jambo Muzungu' alot, which basically means 'Hey Whitey'. I sense annoyance of my presence at times. I get marriage proposals. The kids like to touch my hair.
I live in a house with two other volunteers. There are cement walls around the compound, two guards, a cook and a driver. In many ways it's fantastic but it feels strange to live this way, there are people living in tiny one-room homes just meters away. I carry a large packet of guilt in my pocket.
My volunteer placement is at a preschool with kids. Some are HIV positive, some not but all are angels/demons. One second they are running to you, arms outstretched, in search of a hug. And the next they are biting each other. The school is a room in a tiny home made of concrete. I teach in my bare feet. It's humbling. My favorite time is when they take their porridge break, the cups look so big in their little hands.
A few afternoons a week I volunteer at Cradle of Love, an orphanage for babies. For two hours you can play and care for up to 35 orphaned babies. And have your heart broken and filled, broken and filled over and over again. The warmth that these tiny souls give - it burns a happy little hole into your heart.
So, yes, a part of me thought that I'd make a difference. And maybe I did for an afternoon for one child for one moment. But I did learn that we should give a little something back - in someway, anyway. Volunteer for a day, donate to a cause, sponsor a kid, smile at a stranger. Pull at someone else's heartstrings and yours will be pulled back.
November 26, 2009
Quote: Often I Feel ...
November 25, 2009
November 24, 2009
African Queen
November 21, 2009
November 20, 2009
Heart of Darkness
November 15, 2009
November 13, 2009
Baptism by Pula
They say Africa gets under your skin. I'm still figuring out if that's bad like a splinter or good like a perfume. I think it's a bit of both. Africa is raw. It’s huge and heavy and real. It reminds you that you're human. It strips away the comforts and leaves you feeling vulnerable and exposed. But it makes you feel stronger because of this.
November 10, 2009
November 8, 2009
November 6, 2009
TIA: This Is Africa
November 4, 2009
November 1, 2009
October 26, 2009
Adios Amor (Goodbye Argentina!)
I'll sneak out of this city at the wee hours like a lover slipping out of an early bed. I leave quietly and with some sadness. This place and the people in it were an absolute gift on my journey, making a sometimes hectic place feel like home. A warm embrace into the world of travel and it gave me trust in the unknown. I already miss you. My bags are packed and I now head east into the African sun.
But you've got a piece of mi corazon Buenos Aires. And you always will.
October 24, 2009
October 22, 2009
Buenos Aires 101
October 20, 2009
October 15, 2009
Quote: When You Travel ...
October 10, 2009
October 5, 2009
Stranger in a Strangeland
The honeymoon period has worn off a bit but I’m still in love with mi amor, Buenos Aires. But dang is he moody, one day he’s all fresh helado, flowing Malbec and slick dance moves. And the next he’s diesel fumes, catcalls and shoulder checks. My Spanish is coming along day by day, my favorite Lunfardo slang word so far: quilombo, which basically means cluster f--k. Buenos Aires has been good to me though and I’m a true fan. Some initial imprints:
Mullets & Ratails: The variety is downright impressive. Dreadlock ones, long braided ones, shorty perm-like ones, hot soccer player ones. I'm starting to want one. Yes.
Street Music: Anywhere, anytime. Tango, lambada, cumbia, reggaeton, jazz, rock and jam bands on every other corner.
Hand Gestures: The Italian past time is in full effect here. My favorite is the criss crossing of the finger on the lips to signify keeping a secret. Or the brushing of the right hand under the chin for "no se". Two hands for "no tengo idea".
Cutsies: Um, hi, um. No I wasn’t standing in line behind the counter with things to purchase. No, go ahead. Hi.
"Que quilombo"!
September 21, 2009
September 19, 2009
September 17, 2009
Light and Dark
I’ve rested my head on this city’s soil for one month now. It’s not a place that's easy to fully embrace but I’m still into you, BA. You’ve still got me hooked.
The Spanish is slowly sinking into my skin and with each passing day I sound less and less like a drunk two-year-old. I try everyday. Look foolish everyday. Yet feel elated everyday when I can understand a conversation. The universe opens up and goes "Si". The nights continue to offer a treasure chest of musical gems: milongas, swing, zouk lombada, jazz, international DJs and drum shows. Something for everyone to shake their assets to.
I went to a tango bar last night, La Catedral, that was part Pablo Neruda sultry dream and part David Lynch eerie nightmare. A beautiful hybrid of light and dark. Just like the Argentine people. Just like the onda aca. Just like the city itself.
September 13, 2009
September 10, 2009
September 6, 2009
September 3, 2009
Baptism by Fire
Buenos Aires never sleeps. I’m two weeks into my trip and I’ve finally landed on my feet. I’ve been living days and nights that can only be compared to college era times. Dinner at 11PM, bar arrival at 1AM, dance floor packed at 5AM, breakfast at 1PM.
BA is complex. It’s dirty and cheap and artsy and mysterious and huge. It is birthed from a drunken one-night stand between Paris and Mexico City. A hybrid of European and Latin cultures. The youth sports mullets and rat-tails, so much so that I am starting to question what decade it is.
Buenos Aires is unapologetic; you will get run over by a car if you don’t yield to it. It can be trying and yet you begin to feel yourself falling for it. BA isn’t the hot quarterback, it’s the sulky art student – you want to know it’s secrets, it’s hidden pathways.
The first few days, this city said to me “I could care less that you’re here – big deal, another post Eat Pray Love American expat exploiting my peso with cheap Malbec consumption”. I felt a bit hurt, a bit humbled. But now I’m starting to accept it for what it is, with all its broken sidewalks, black jackets and melancholy eyes. I’m starting to crush on you, BA, even though you can be difficult.
This ciudad has so much to explore, I’ve been here 14 days and have yet to walk by a tango show – there's so much more to be revealed. I'm happy that I took this plunge into the unknown and that I started here. Each day is new and each day is full. of. life.